Hi!
I am starting a business. Finally I can do it, and I don’t need the money I thought I can earn in America. Yeah. And I am talking about big money here. I am very excited, and I am full of dreams. But we will see. You know…
The acid was something weak material. It didn’t kick in too much, but I felt fine, and I was kind of happy. I spent my time with one of my best friends, who is a stage designer for theaters. We were painting, and painted a sick one; I will show it to you. I was listening to Nouvelle Vage just so you can be there with me during the experience. Well I learned that Life is yellow. Yeah. That’s it.
You are becoming a journalist? Wow so you have decided. That’s great babe! Like this you will be able to travel a lot. It’s kind of the best lifestyle that exists. And yes, I want to read your writing, all of them. I just love them, cause they reflect you in some way.
I am sorry to hear about the black guy, but you know it’s hard to find something perfect, or even something that is good enough. For me it is. Here the weather sucks, its dark after 4 pm, so it’s kind of depressing. Nothing happens, and I have to tell you I was in a really bad mood lately. Practically nothing good had happened with me since you, and that started to eat me up. But its OK. I remember last year about the same time I had a brake down like this, so it’s a pattern for me, and it will get better after the prom or what. It’s a great party for freshmen, and it will be this Saturday. I will be drunk, and I will act like a crazy person. Probably I will hook up with someone I will regret the next day, and with that I hit rock bottom.
But after that I will be wonderful again. Oh and after that I will become a millionaire, (Only Forint millionaire, that’s our money. 1000.000Ft is 50.000 dollar.) So yes maybe I can go to America to see you, and some other sights.
I miss you so much; it would be great if I could just hug you once. I want to smell you again!
Peter