hey hey hey! wow i have to say ur writing improved drastically… well here’s the deal… black african assholes not in the picture anymore nothing happened i sent him to go fuck himself after he ditched me on halloween and well we’re not even hanging out much anymore so yeah… but im living life to the extremes… ive been getting high frequently and ive met a lot of cool people playing poker of course jajaj ive been going out to clubs getting drunk and living and enjoying the feeling of energy and life within me and itself… ohhh yeah we’re finally moving after all this time it great!!! we found out today and im so excited… lorenas coming for thanksgiving so im super stoked and well tonight im going to a party with a dude i met like 3 weeks ago i think hes cute and well he invited me so i might as well.. but now im not looking for anything honestly im not interested.. im just floating around waiting for whats to come… if anything hits me in the face im not going to stop it but im not going to force things as relationships or simply liking someone.. i am having fun on my own without the worries of a man in my life.. even though u were technically the last man in my life jaaja thats ur stand for now so its all cool… u should be honored! jajaj im just kidding but yeah babe… i miss u hopefully i get to hit europe in the summer either way ill let u know for sure those plans in janruary or february… so ur friend had a baby!! thats intense how old is she? well its cool if ur ready for it and even if ur not like my sister u become a parent as soon as u know u have to.. ive decided im never getting married or having kids jajajaja yeah for the most part unless u become my husband… ohhh and remember that guy i love devendra banhart!!!!! well hes coming to play on the 25th and im planning on going!!! i love his music jaja remember in the pool when u asked me that question of who would i fuck marry and kill and i think i said i would fuck or kill him i dont remember… but either way hes him and im me and i will go see that shit hope its worth the cash… so school is well… i did tell u im not going to study architecture anymore right? well yeah i think im going to double major in journalism and art seeing as i love to write… i should send u a paper i wrote on my relationship with my father its intense ill post it up here if u want so just say yes or no…. i liked it… but anyway i miss u!! i wish u the best always oh wait the acid!!!! jajaaja i cant believe i almost forgot…. so i suppose that by now u already did it so i need u to describe everything in detail about ur trip id love to hear it!!! ok thats it for now peace and good vibes
love always,
max
