America

8 11 2009

Hi!

Good to hear that everything goes fine over there. For me this week was kind of bad, cause I started to give up smoking again. Well that’s my thing; I always do that when I am bored and am crying for some change. Last time I gave up smoking I met you, so it looks like a working strategy. So I was distracted and dreamy as usual, but already started to work out hard, so I can love myself with great enthusiasm again.

Audrey Hepburn huh? I am not sure if any girl here would know who she is, but there is one of the reasons I fell for you. You have her smile, and her eyes a little bit by the way. And now I miss them both as usual, if I think about them.

You smoke pretty much now days don’t you? Well I am looking forward to this night, cause my friend finally got me some acid, we call it paper or stamps. You know how curious was I about that shit.

I was drunk both Friday and Saturday, and I had enough, but today one of my closest friends baby girl has born, so we have to go celebrate. She couldn’t wait for at least one more day? And now the pressure, that someone I know has a baby! Crazy!

So you still have your thing with that guy. Life happens so slow I can’t believe it. Love comes so rarely, and so few are connecting. That sucks! For me, well I don’t have anything serious. To be true I am so slow, that I don’t have anything not serious either. Maybe that’s why I cry for change, give up cigarettes, and gain some muscle. I just need to wake up after you. I wish I could babe!

Well, well, well! Continue being happy, and I know you will get what you want. I am trying that happy thing too, and I am doing pretty well. One month from now I will be wonderful.

I miss you always; I really need someone like you in my life. (Someone who dress up as Audrey Hepburn) Good bye babe!

I find it kind of sad that when there is no love in my life the world seems totally dull, and pointless. Why the hell are u American?


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